Sunday, February 21, 2021

Good-bye to My Past Love

 

“𝐼𝑓 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’’π‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘π‘Ÿπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘’π‘›π‘œπ‘’π‘”β„Ž π‘‘π‘œ π‘ π‘Žπ‘¦ π‘”π‘œπ‘œπ‘‘π‘π‘¦π‘’, 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑀𝑖𝑙𝑙 π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘€π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘‘ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘Ž 𝑛𝑒𝑀 β„Žπ‘’π‘™π‘™π‘œ.” – π‘ƒπ‘Žπ‘’π‘™π‘œ πΆπ‘œπ‘’π‘™β„Žπ‘œ

I saw pictures of you together. I saw pictures of us together in my head. 
It could have been us, perfect together intertwined with God's blessings because we were legal.

A little emotion caused my heart to feel sad. 
The words "moving on" felt like a rock smashing me to pieces again,
How hard can finality feel when being faced with reality. 

I didn't know how many times I have to "move on" 
As new waves of new understanding and awareness come over me every time
This time, goodbye isn't temporary anymore.

As this "finality" becomes too real now
I guess I'm not afraid no more when the bough breaks,
The Lord has spared me, and He never fails.

New hope, new dreams to look forward to. 
Tomorrow, I'll see the sun again. 
I'll be wearing the same bright smile I wore before I met you.

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Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Amber's 29th Birthday


π„π©π‘πžπ¬π’πšπ§π¬ πŸ‘:πŸπŸ— (𝐄𝐑𝐕)

"πΆβ„Žπ‘Ÿπ‘–π‘ π‘‘’𝑠 π‘™π‘œπ‘£π‘’ 𝑖𝑠 π‘”π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘› π‘Žπ‘›π‘¦π‘œπ‘›π‘’ π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘˜π‘›π‘œπ‘€, 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝐼 π‘π‘Ÿπ‘Žπ‘¦ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ 𝑀𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 π‘Žπ‘π‘™π‘’ π‘‘π‘œ π‘˜π‘›π‘œπ‘€ π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘‘ π‘™π‘œπ‘£π‘’. π‘‡β„Žπ‘’π‘› π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘π‘Žπ‘› 𝑏𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘‘β„Žπ‘–π‘›π‘” πΊπ‘œπ‘‘ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘  π‘“π‘œπ‘Ÿ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’." 

Unfortunately, wala akoa phone so I don't have any recent photos of us, but it will not stop me from posting a message on your birthday. 

I never say it enough (especially to both of you ni Thea and you know why I don't want to over-expose na but since it is your special day hehee), but I am thankful to have you by my side in my darkest days where I struggled with my mental and emotional health. Those were crucial times that no one would want to be bothered with, and as my world crumbled, you were there to sit with me. No promises made, no glorious words, nothing fancy like that. Just being there was the heaviest weight you have put on what friendship was all about. 

I hope and pray for better health for you, a better future, a beautiful & flourishing career, and that you will lead a happy & abundant life forever. There might be some rough patches as you go along life, but know that the Lord is all for a wonderful future for you. You are loved. 

πŸ…·πŸ…°️πŸ…Ώ️πŸ…Ώ️πŸ†ˆ πŸ…±️πŸ…ΈπŸ†πŸ†ƒπŸ…·πŸ…³πŸ…°️πŸ†ˆ, πŸ…°️πŸ…ΌπŸ…±️πŸ…΄πŸ†!

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