Grandpa Fought For Us (Spiritually)

This was a very special Bible study because my grandpa called us to have a bible study, but we didn't want to do it. Lolo once cried when we refused because he wanted us so much to be closer to God. He asked us about our salvation here, and how God loves us. I shared him with Him what happened to me about how I found that God loves me very much through a prophetic message from a worship leader in TJF.

Now, I understand. My grandpa might have been worried, and felt lonely when he found himself going to church alone because we transferred to TJF. Back then, I didn't know what happened. I just went with my cousins because I was enjoying the companionship and events at church. 

Still, Lo, your efforts, and prayers were never wasted. We are back with God, and I am now sharing & inherited the burden you had with us. For the whole family to go back to their first love, and that is with God. I love you, Lolo & Lola ko!

Craving Granted By God

Lately, I have been silently craving to eat at Greenwich but didn't get to do it, either because out of budget or the long line of people ordering. It comes in my mind whenever I pass by their store in NCCC.

Today, my brunch is.
Thank you, Lord! Small lang pero I feel loved by You.
Thank you po, Tita! :)

My Daughter RLP

니가 있는 곳에 나도 함께 할게..

니가 가는 곳에 나도 함께 갈게..

널 위해서 매일 웃고

널 위해서 기도하고..

니 생각에 잠들고

널 부르며 눈을 떠..

내 옆에서 지켜주고

내 옆에서 감싸주는..

넌 나의 천국인걸..

You’re my only one way..

오직 너를 원해

내가 니 곁에 있음에 감사해..

You’re the only one babe..

힘든 세상 속에 사랑을 알게 해준

너 하나로 나는 행복해..

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven

우리 함께라면

we will never cry never never cry

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven

Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven Heaven

영원히 둘이서 never gonna be alone..

[Ailee(에일리) _ Heaven MV]

Another Lesson Learned About Prayer

Last December 23, the city was pretty busy so traffic was all over Davao. After I ate dinner with my younger sister/friend, Jojit, we specifically went to Felcris Centrale to do our groceries because it's closest to Matina. But even there, traffic was heavy. At around 6:00 pm, I needed to go home because my classes start at 7 pm. I had to use a shortcut to get to Magallanes so I can ride a jeepney there to Buhangin. I knew it was a long shot, but I patiently waited for a jeepney. As expected, there were lots of passengers waiting in the streets, and public vehicles were all full. Even a taxi ride was already impossible. While waiting, in my mind I was praying. I saw a jeepney going to Cabantian, so I rode in it and just thought that I will go down to Milan to ride another jeepney for the Buhangin route. It'll be much nearer, but I know deep inside that Buhangin has been heavy with traffic for days already. 

San Pedro was congested, and our jeepney movement was really slow. I prayed that God will pave the way to Buhangin, making traffic less, and our travel will be smooth and fast. My prayers were answered as the next street was not so busy anymore, but I thought of the 3 other malls we need to pass by so again, I was worried about traffic. I checked the time and it was already 6:20, and we are still far from Buhangin. I continued to pray. I prayed that once I reach Milan, there will be another jeepney waiting for me, or I can easily ride another jeepney. It was 10 minutes before my class starts, so I again prayed, and was able to ride another jeepney going to NHA Buhangin. When I reached home, I had like 5 minutes or less to prepare for my 1st class.

Amazing lang jud ang prayer because my first class was canceled, so that means I have 30 minutes to prepare for my 2nd class. I happily took a half bath, put my lipstick on, brushed my hair, and even ate my dinner. God is good! 

Lesson Learned: PRAY WITHOUT CEASING. BE PATIENT, CONTINUE TO MOVE AND WORK, WHILE PRAYING. DON'T STOP. GOD LISTENS. AS LONG AS IT IS WITHIN HIS WILL, AND YOU REALLY NEED IT, PRAYERS WILL BE ANSWERED. MIRACLES WILL HAPPEN. BREAKTHROUGHS WILL COME.

Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus. [1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 16 NLT]

9 Years

Photo Not Mine. Grabbed from FB.

9 years, but the Lord has bigger plans for me, and I'm glad I followed God's leading this time instead of mine's. I am excited for what God has in store for my life, and my love in the future. God can renew, and restore. Thank you, Lord for saving me still because your love & faithfulness never runs dry!

For U Mare: Don't Be Discouraged

A friend of mine sent me the following text. She told me, "For u mare."

{And maybe one day you’ll see how far you’ve come, and be proud.
One day it’ll all make sense.
The prayers that weren’t answered, the nights you searched the stars for healing but came up empty, the mornings you cried in the shower, barely able to face another day—one day your heart won’t be so heavy. You’ll find hope and happiness in the little things. You’ll see that pain brings progress, and that you must push through in order to reach the other side.}

Haha! Yes, I'm looking forward to end this very long hard journey of mine. It's been more than a year now, and the Lord is speaking to me again. He is giving me comforting words, letting me know I'm almost there. My tears of desperation, frustration, getting discouraged, doing my best not to be negative about the whole thing, waiting... It is a journey to be told one day. Sometimes, I get impatient, and then I remembered Job. I remembered David. I remembered Moses. I remembered the characters I know mentioned in the Bible who waited. Thank you, Lord, for encouraging me and comforting me. I will hold on to You. I will.

P400 in total. A big help at the time I needed it. (Dec 9, 2016)

Thank you Mareng, Meek!

Step By Step

Photo Not Mine. CTTO

The progress might be slow. People are going to wonder and will ask questions that might annoy me. But I just gave it all to God. He is the key to everything. Whatever I am going through now, I know that this will help me in the future.

#Encouraged
#StepByStep
#Patience
#Persevere

The Lord Knows About Me

Isaiah 40:27 The Lord knows everything about ME from beginning to end. Whatever I have gone through, and whatever I am going through at the present are essentials for me to learn, to grow, & to be used for God's glory. It is to bring me closer to Him, to only seek Him, & to learn to trust Him.

#Devo #Devotional #BookOfIsaiah

Good night!

My Darling

Parang Kelan Lang.

I love you, my little darling (my endearment to her ever since she was a baby).

When you have moved on from past hurts, and offense, it is easier for you to let go and have fun with the people you love. Spending time with my daughter, picking out gifts, eating out. Just a simple night for the two of us, but it was something that is meaningful and I would cherish forever in my heart. I love you, nak!

Mama, Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday, Mama Nikki! Hope you enjoyed your birthday surprise yesterday. I pray that you will enjoy your coming years, and be blessed with health, love, peace, happiness, and a great relationship with our Jesus Christ.

God bless, Mama!

Winning our Php500!

And importante naka P500 mi! Hahahaha..
Pang entrance sa dagat na P100.
Salamat, Lord! Jade wala pa nimo nahatag ang kulang na P150! hahahaa

TWED Workers Christmas Party - Apple Eating Contest

Blooper from Jay, and Agnel Bonbon. They wanted to prank me at home by carolling, but I wasn't home! Hahahaa

Quiet Time

Quiet time with the Lord because I miss Him so.

"Think of it -- the Lord is ready to heal me! I will sing His praises with instruments every day of my life in the Temple of the Lord." Isaiah 38:20

A Legacy

Sometimes being involved in church activities, serving God, and community outreach programs can be tiring, and even use up your own personal resources such as money, time, mind, and body. Our personal and spiritual lives are being questioned or doubted, and mostly, some lose their interest or confidence in us. At times, I want to give up, and leave, but I would remember how good God is. I lost both my beloved grandparents and father, and it was those times that I was given the chance to look at my life in a bigger picture. I had the money, and a good career going, but it was all for naught. Every day became senseless and meaningless as I pursued these things. I thought it was all my daughter would need. As I laid down comfortably on my bed that time, I came to realize that I wanted to leave a legacy before I die. I wanted my daughter to be proud of me not because of the money I earned or the prestige, but to see the world in a different light. I might be a dot in the world, but at least when I die, in my heart I know I was able to give back and do the very purpose God has created me for. 

King Solomon in the Bible said that everything is meaningless. Whether you are rich or poor, successful, famous, etc. They are meaningless without God.

I only know if I were to compromise, I wouldn't be living a meaningful life with God who will be there to support me, guide me, love me, and help me. It's hard to tell if I will ever rise up in ranks, become famous, or get richer. Only that, having a close relationship with God and doing the things I am doing now is better than the life I once had.

My Cousin, My Leader, Our Youth Pastor

Dear young woman,

Single does not mean sad, pathetic, desperate, or weak... Because I think it takes courage, faith, and boldness to joyfully walk in a single woman's heels.😘 ctto Jezreel Faith Manugue

The Coolest Youth Pastor in TWED!



Who is also my Cell Group Leader when I first started in church.

I remembered our conversation that time when she asked me, "Don't you wan to join Mamew's lifegroup? They live near you in Buhangin."

I said, "No, I'm going with you." In my mind, I know that she's going to by my leader, my guide in going back to the Lord. I already have imagined me being the Elisha of her (as the prophet Elijah). Hahaha..

And so I started under her tutelage in Sycore, where she holds a lifegroup session and since Saturday are mostly call center agents are available. I was working in Convergys at that time.

So I became part of her Lifegroup called The Transfomers. I am now working wither her side by side as one of the leaders in church. But I have a lot to fill in my shoes, a lot to learn, a lot of mistakes to be corrected, and memorable years to come.

"The essence of being a leader is not leading a group for too long, its about molding someone to lead and also mold the successor to lead after him. Pass on the legacy don't hold on to it."

#YOLO #TWED #YouthPastor #CoolestYouthPastor

Generous Mary

Last Sunday, I had a one-on-one talk with this generous woman. I first met her in Sutherland, both of us were still trainees at that time. Soon, I invited her to church, and she returned again and again.

Today, she will be my partner in the ministry to start being responsible for lost souls. Thank you ter for always being generous, so now, we will raise the bar and get you to be more involved for Jesus. Love you ter!

During our Training in Sutherland (June 2013)

Sutherland Days

#Obedience #Promotion

OBEDIENCE is BETTER than SACRIFICE!

#RadicalObedience

#NoQuestionsAsked

I was asked to challenge during offering time at church and I forgot what I shared :) I thank the Lord for the opportunity to speak about His goodness in my life.

And thank you Nanay Che for having confidence in me to share what the Lord has done in my life! :)

JEREMIAH 7:23 

"This is what I told them: ‘Obey me, and I will be your God, and you will be my people. Do everything as I say, and all will be well!’"

DEUTERONOMY 28:1-6  

“If you fully obey the Lord your God and carefully keep all his commands that I am giving you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations of the world. 2 You will experience all these blessings if you obey the Lord your God:

3 Your towns and your fields

    will be blessed.

4 Your children and your crops

    will be blessed.

The offspring of your herds and flocks

    will be blessed.

5 Your fruit baskets and breadboards

    will be blessed.

6 Wherever you go and whatever you do,

    you will be blessed." 

Reference: Bible Getaway https://www.biblegateway.com/versions/New-Living-Translation-NLT-Bible/

Going Abroad to Work? Just Trust God and His Timing

Seeing the picture of a person I know nga naa na sa abroad, I wondered where she would be 5-10 years from now. I think na gets ni Lord akoa pag huna-huna about sa pag abroad kay halos tanan kaila nako nag-abroad na. Naghatag syag warning nako, and promises. Thank you, Lord for guiding me.

This is my personal revelation as I was thinking of working abroad because of pressure with bills to pay, and having no money at all to buy everything that I need and want. I wanted to leave my ministry and the church leadership because of financial lack. But the Lord, has given me His answer. I just need to trust Him even today that I am lacking financially.

So dili pako pwede mag OFW.

#DiliPailad #DontBeDeceived #Abroad #OFW #TrustGod #HaveFaithInGod #kayLordKumapitHuwagSaPatalim

ISAIAH 30:1-5 & 7
“What sorrow awaits my rebellious children,”
says the Lord.
“You make plans that are contrary to mine.
You make alliances not directed by my Spirit,
thus piling up your sins.
2 For without consulting me,
you have gone down to Egypt for help.
You have put your trust in Pharaoh’s protection.
You have tried to hide in his shade.
3 But by trusting Pharaoh, you will be humiliated,
and by depending on him, you will be disgraced.
4 For though his power extends to Zoan
and his officials have arrived in Hanes,
5 all who trust in him will be ashamed.
He will not help you.
Instead, he will disgrace you.”
7 Egypt’s promises are worthless!
Therefore, I call her Rahab—
the Harmless Dragon.

ISAIAH 30:15-17
This is what the Sovereign Lord,
the Holy One of Israel, says:
“Only in returning to me
and resting in me will you be saved.
In quietness and confidence is your strength.
But you would have none of it.
16 You said, ‘No, we will get our help from Egypt.
They will give us swift horses for riding into battle.’
But the only swiftness you are going to see
is the swiftness of your enemies chasing you!
17 One of them will chase a thousand of you.
Five of them will make all of you flee.
You will be left like a lonely flagpole on a hill
or a tattered banner on a distant mountaintop.”

Devotional

Where You go I go
What You say I say God
What You pray I pray
What You pray I pray

Jesus only did what He saw You do
He would only say what He heard You speak
He would only move when He felt You lead
Following Your heart, following Your spirit

How could I expect to walk without You
When every move that Jesus made was in surrender
I will not begin to live without You
For You alone are worthy, You are always good

#Devo #Isaiah #Believe #TrustingGod #HardWorkWilHaveResultsSoon

Bondages To Be Broken

While listening to Ps Amy Muranko Gahan's Word today at church, the Lord suddenly revealed to me what I was reading in Isaiah. I have been having a hard time understanding what he meant because it all speaks of destruction, and being broken.

I realized that the Lord will destroy all the works and bondages of the enemy in my life and my family. He promises that "In that day the Lord will take his terrible, swift sword and punish Leviathan, the swiftly moving serpent, the coiling, writhing serpent. He will kill the dragon of the sea." (Isaiah 27:1)

The Leviathan is a sea monster, meaning monstrous, powerful, and huge. That is the devil in our lives, in my family, and the Lord will soon be doing something even I couldn't do.
Yet, it also says that I might need to wait, and during the purging, I might feel pain or hurt or impatience.. but I have to trust God in this.
Thank you, Jesus!

Send Your Rain

Last year, I received a warning from the Lord to prepare me for the hardship that I will go through.
Tonight, He has given me a promise, which I believe I will be freed from the things I have been experiencing for more than a year now.




All throughout, the Lord has given lessons for every wall I have to face. Lord, let it rain! For when the Lord opens the gates of heaven, no one can stop it.

#Promise #Devo #ThankYouLord #SendYourRain

A Birthday Message for my Godson, Liam Issachar

Yesterday was Liam Issachar's 1st birthday. And it was carefully prepared by his parents (my friends in church) with love. A lot of people have helped and put all their talent and efforts for the party as his mom wanted a DIY party. The theme was Woodlands.

His mom showed pictures of how the party should come out. I really admire this girl, but can be annoyingly great, because whenever she envisions something, it happens. But for now, I will focus on my little godson, Liam.

I never expected to become his godmother, but his mom asked me if I can. I said, Yes of course, as it is always an honor to become a godparent. It means the parents thought of you well. Well enough that they think you can be a part of their child's life, and help them guide their child.

This blog post won't be too long, but I want this to be memorable enough for my godson as he is my first godson in this church from parents who are both prayerful, and both trusting in God.

Dear Liam, 

The line I loved you even before I saw you is real. Your parents waited for you, prepared for you, and prayed for you to come into their lives. I remember one Christmas party in the church, they asked Pastora Miles to pray for them. She prayed for your mom's womb to be opened, and I can see from their closed eyes that they sincerely wanted you. Well, they haven't seen you yet, but in their hearts, they believed that God will give you to them. 

When your mother found out about you, your parents were happy and excited about you, but they didn't tell us for a week or so ( I really can't remember), but I can remember that we all gushed in glee about the good news about you. We didn't know you were a boy, but we were already excited about you. I was genuinely happy for your mom and dad. They were both ready for an additional person in their family, and that was you.

They prepared a beautiful Gender Reveal Baby Shower to let us know if you are a boy or a girl. 

Countless times, I saw much love and care showered upon you not only by your parents, but by other people as you give joy to them. The Lord has given you so much favor as He has given your parents. Below, you will see a few photos of us spending time together with you. Though you may not remember them as you grow, but I hope and pray that when you see these, there will be much warmth and love in your heart. 

At Eden on my 33rd birthday when your parents and Ninang Jade surprised me. Aren't they sweet?

Swimming at Eden's pool. Your dad took our picture.

During our cell group with our girls, you were there, too! 

Still at Eden. You must have been shocked at Tita's big smile, right? Ha-ha!

Baby Wyann's birthday party at the Hacienda, where you also celebrated your 1st birthday! Oh, wow! 

Our Lee MinHo baby because your mom never really liked anything about Korean, but suddenly became a fan of Lee MinHo when she became pregnant with you. And your dad was just with your mom every step of the way. They were both delighted for every little progress you showed.

Your mom and dad were partners for you. They shared beautiful memories with you and these videos were just some of it!

Just to show proof that we were excited about you, I helped in making this video. Well, I was the one recording this short video, so it isn't much. But know that we did made an effort for your mom's pre-pregnancy before she delivered you! :) 

(Link to this video: https://www.facebook.com/RLSCgirls/videos/)

Liam, I pray for a great future for you. I pray that God will use you mightily with your talents, and ability to bring joy to people. I pray that you will grow up wise, and smart, and happy. I pray that you will be a joy to your parents, and your parents will be your bestfriends. God has already planned everything for your life, so I am pretty sure that those rough patches will help you to become a better, prayerful, and God-fearing man! :) 

Happy Birthday, Liam! 

Lots of love, kisses, & hugs,

Tita/Ninang Judee

#L1am

#CampLiam311016

#LiamIssacharTurnsOne

Old Photo of My Baby Girl and Titas

Me and my only baby girl Rebecca with her Titas Erika and Sabrina.

Can't remember what year was this. 

But it's a very nostalgic photos because people that I cherish are here.

#WayBackWednesday: CARLA

CARLA. She was my former ka group mate sa TRANSFORMERS under the tutelage of my former cell/lifegroup leader, Erika Garcia Pilones. She was also my ka batchmate in the God Encounter Retreat year 2013. JESUS IS CHANGE. I am just happy to see her change step by step.

And kato after sa amoa Encounter, gina sungog namo sya to wear a dress and ribbons/headbands, she seriously said, "Magsuot ko pero dili sa karon."

Yes, dili perpekto ang pagiging Christian as what some believe, but just staying with God, and not allowing to be separated from Him, being faithful lang jud sa pag simba, pagpakipag relasyon sa Ginoo, pag attend sa lifegroup, pag devotional, spending time in His prensence through prayers and personal worship, change will eventually come.

#WayBackWednesday 

#WayBackWednesday: FAITH

AITH VERONICA. Still under the tutelage of my former cell/lifegroup leader, Erika Garcia Pilones, Faith grew. She was my former ka-TRANSFORMERS.

I remember bugay pa kaayo ni siya mostorya, and she still didn't know how to respond to people older than her. She treats them like they're just her own age. But now, Faith already knows how to respect, and honor people around her. She listens to advice now. She also told me stories of her life before, which was pretty dangerous and even I couldn't believe it. It was like in the movies.

But today, with still so much to learn and change, I am happy to see nga nag mature na siya. She is now a PA to our Senior Pastor's wife. I am blessed by her life. :) JESUS IS CHANGE.

#WaybackWednesday 

#WayBackWednesday: SHELDON

Si SHELDON. Haha.. Kani siya, under gihapon sa OPEN CELLGROUP namo sa SYCORE before, still si Ps Erika Garcia Pilones ang nagdala sa cell/lifegroup namo.

As you can see, sa first picture mao na iyang past. Every time I tell his story, they'd never believe it. They would always tell me, "Ang bayot gani, bayot na jud na." But whenever I look at him, I knew that there's a big change. He used to be very pilosopo, and I remember nakakita pakog picture nga nag apil sya sa MS GAY pageant sa Sycore. But now, he is one of the primary leaders in the church. And he has a heart of a servant, willing to serve. There are times that I would just observe him, and it makes me smile because he already has mannerisms of a man.

He is still a piece of art in progress in the hands of God, but his life still amazes me. JESUS IS CHANGE.

#WaybackWednesday 

#WayBackWednesday: SAM

SAM. He used to be called Samantha. I had the privilege to get to know this wonderful, and thoughtful person.

I remember that he was the talk in our church after their God Encounter Retreat. He is the best friend of Faith, once a lesbian, too, but now a pretty girl in Christ. I saw him in one of the Youth Movers' Night, but never really paid attention. After his Encounter, he had cut his hair. Guin Santino was patient, and persevered in going after him so he and Faith can join a cell/lifegroup. One day, her efforts paid off.

I got to know him better when he lived with me para naa koy kauban sa balay, and wanted to help him so he would stay in the church. But what I didn't know was that grabe na diay ka lalom iyaha pag tuo sa Ginoo. He was very willing to change, and he dedicated his life to God. His former life was really messy and perilous, just like in the movies.

Today, he brings his friends to church and even his own family. Grabe ang iyang trials when he started serving Christ, losing two of his brothers to murderers. His sister now is serving God, too. He is now one of the primary leaders in the church, serving God with all his heart. JESUS IS CHANGE.

#WaybackWednesday 

His Plans Are Better

Sometimes we forget that what we desire is not what always is best for you. Thus, the Lord allows some things to happen for us to know that His ways are always better than our ways, His plans are better than ours.

My Destiny is Good

Just comforting myself a bit with this quote. Super duper mentally drained from all these tasks. Aja! Fighting! Thank you, Lord, for the supernatural strength, speed, wisdom, knowledge, and understanding! 

This girl beside me is Mary, my co-worker and became one of my disciples in church. We have been friends since 2013. I got to know her during our training days at Sutherland, and then invited her to church. So happy to be still with her all through these years to love God, and serve Him!

Nikki, Toni, Iya

Just think of Nikki Gil, Toni Gonzaga, and Iya Villania. They are great examples on why you should wait. Love is a decision and should be a decision on both parties. Love is not based on your feelings because feelings do go away. As time goes by, those kilig moments won't be there as much as you want, but marriage founded on God, friendship, and respect will be there to make the relationship strong, and grow. 

The perfect example of love is in 1 Corinthians 13. Read it, ponder on it, and keep it in your heart. There's no secret formula when it comes to love, but the Bible has been very clear about it. It's all out in the open, all you have to do is follow what it says. 

1 Corinthians 13 (NLT)

13 If I could speak all the languages of earth and of angels, but didn’t love others, I would only be a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. 3 If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it;[a] but if I didn’t love others, I would have gained nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5 or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. 6 It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7 Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

8 Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages[b] and special knowledge will become useless. But love will last forever! 9 Now our knowledge is partial and incomplete, and even the gift of prophecy reveals only part of the whole picture! 10 But when the time of perfection comes, these partial things will become useless.

11 When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. 12 Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity.[c] All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.

13 Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.

GOOD MORNING!

Maricar

Photo Not Mine. CTTO

Think of Maricar Reyes-Poon. Yes, she wasn't virgin when she got married, but she made the right decision when she decided to be in a relationship with Richard Poon. She has learned from her past mistakes, and she made herself honorable by staying pure until her wedding day. 

Despite her past mistake(s), she showed every woman in the Philippines that she can be a better person. Her past mistakes don't shape her future, and most importantly, her past does not define her whole being. Thus, she became one of the women I highly respect and admire. 

Just because you're not a virgin anymore, there's no hope for you. You have, and stay pure until marriage. But if you are still a virgin now, by all means, keep it that way. :)

My Defender and Strength

I was planning to do this on her next birthday, but I don't think it can wait. I just saw a post from our young people's page about her testimony of my aunt, Merlyn, and I felt that I should let her know.

She has brought so many young people to Christ, and whose lives now have definitely change. Some of them are my fellow leaders at church, and who have good things to say about my aunt. I am one of those people that my aunt really pursued to return to God and turn my life around. Her love for God has extended to her love to us, to see us all in Christ Jesus.
I remember one time that I was being mocked because of my past, and she defended me by saying that I needed help. She said that I was trying my best to have a good future, fighting every trial that came my way. She defended me at a time that I was very vulnerable from attacks of other people who are ready to pull me down and make my life suck. Instead of pulling me down, and pushing me out of her life because of what happened in the past, she showed me love, care, and stood up for me. I have never experienced that from anyone.

She said, "Tabangan nato si Judee." Those were her very words.

Tita, I am very proud, and happy that you are my aunt. A one understanding woman with wisdom just like my grandfather. Tita, I am pretty sure that the Lord our God is happy with what you have done here on earth.

Thank you, and I love you po!

Boss

My boss called me this morning and had this voice ready to give me probably loads of stuff to do for the day. But when he heard how I sounded on the phone, he stopped and asked me to take a rest instead.

(Ring, ring)

Boss: Judee

Me: Hello (in a very small, hoarse voice)

He paused, and said, "Oh, are you sick?"

Me: Yes, but it's okay.

Boss: You should take a day off.

Me: It's okay.

After that, he gave me very few instructions and just told me to message him if I need to clarify anything.

By 2:58PM, I couldn't take a splitting headache anymore, and I felt like vomiting so I messaged both of my bosses already.

Thank you, Lord, for bosses like them! 

Shoutout to my Boss Lionel!

Lesson Learned

Shout out to everybody who's trying to get their life together. Working on yourself is the hardest part of life. The rest comes after. If people can't let go of what you did or say in the past, leave them be. Get a resolve, because the Lord can see your heart.

Meeting my Former Pastor

Met, and talked with Ps Ben Gumba at Zach's birthday. I remember he baptized us when we were still very young. My cousins, and church friends went on a hike, nag overnight, and then went to this falls and we were baptized there. 

The Lord knew how my life would turn out jud diay noh. : ) 

Turning Point of Maturity

I surprised myself this month. 

I'm happy even though my bank account's not what it used to be. 

I learned to worship God in the midst of nothingness.

I don't have the luxury of going out, and eating at expensive restaurants, but I feel contented.

I learned to just talk to God, and cry to Him when I feel down, and I felt like people are being mean to me. 

I don't have to suppress my anger, disappointments, or frustrations anymore, but I just take it up to God, and then I'm okay.

I talk about how I feel about certain issues in my life, but I learned to stop and remember to take it up to God.

I don't know exactly where I'm heading, but the best feeling is knowing that God knows where I'm supposed to go.

The best part is, learning that I am starting from scratch, but this time with God. I am like a work of art still being molded by God.

A humble realization ,and I thank you, Lord, my God for all these.

Christ is my Present and Future

Thanks po, Tatay BlairChe.

"Only the devil will keep on reminding you your past because in Christ you don't have a past but you have a bright future..."